My SPM

 You know what's tough? It's tough when nobody sees you. Nobody knows your potential. Because you didn't show it. It's all your fault. And that 'you' was me. I was too shy and too stubborn to change my faith. When I finally realized my own situation. It was already too late. But at least, I survived. 

I was a lazy student. Dumb and stubborn too. I didn't want to study. I still wanted to daydream in my imagination and I wanted to have fun. But then for my trial SPM. I failed and got pretty bad results. I only had a month left for my SPM. Definitely not the right time to finally study. 

But from zero A's, I manage to get 5 A's. From always getting a D for my mathematics, I got A solid instead. See? It was NOT IMPOSSIBLE. I was the one wasting my time. But there's no use of regretting them now.

Still proud of it tho. Because nobody thought I could do it. I kept on failing for my Chemistry, Physics, Addmathe, and Accounting. But for my SPM, I didn't get an F for any of those subjects. Surprisingly, the lowest grade was a 'D' and I'm still so satisfied with it. It wasn't much but I knew it was worth the one-month effort I gave. 

I hope my story would inspire others to start studying well! I cried so badly on my graduation day. Disappointed at me because I wasn't the one being the Best Student for my batch. I could've got better results but I wasted my 4 years to something wasteful. Here I'm now in college. Ready to pay up my price. I'm giving my all for my studies now. Hopefully, I've learned from my mistake. The quote I used to keep me going up until this day, "Miracle is another name for hard work" Therefore, this was my first miracle. Stay positive! -Q